Keeping Up
by jelderkin on Feb.21, 2012, under My Heroin Addiction Diary
Wow its been nearly ten days since I last wrote a post on here so I felt it only write to give everyone an update well as usual I have been so busy working on my websites and some how I got myself totally addicted to another project making a account creator program for marketing purposes.
It was my birthday yesterday and I turned 22 it seems that the years really are flying by when I was 15 time seems to drag a year seemed like such a long time and now a year feels like nothing. It almost gets to me because I think of all the time I have wasted when I could of been focusing on getting some where good in life it’s not as if I done something good instead of focussing on the future.
I guess everyone wants to change something about their lives, personality everyone has some thing in their life they don’t like and I guess mine would have to be addiction. I can honestly say if I could turn back time but keep all my knowledge I would never go down the drugs path like I did. All drugs have ever done is take my money waste my time and at the end of every night/day I have nothing to show for it all.
Sorry about all that lol just in one of my funny moods which was brought on by all the little idiots round where I live getting all lippy on the bus and the point is I can’t be bothered with all that fighting every stuff I’m 22 not 16/17 I have better things to do then fight for no reason well they probably have some silly immature reason but its all just pointless and makes my life that little bit more stressful.