Heroin Addiction & Recovery Blog

As is quite common for me these days I pretty much stay awake all night working on my websites watching episode after episode of ER and then usually falling asleep around 7am after chatting to Charlotte before she goes to work and then I wake up at 8.50 automatically without any alarm to go and get my methadone it has become built into me and then after walking to the chemist and back I usually stay awake for another hour or two and then I’ll be asleep for the rest of the day until about 5/6pm and then the circle starts all over again.

As of today I have gone up to 75mil and have a whole plan on how I am going to get my whole life in order and then start a very slow and steady reduction plan to kick this horrible addiction once and for all. The hardest part has been done all I am left with now is temptation in stressful situations and the hardest bit of all kicking the methadone also known as liquid handcuff which is so so so true. I know I can do it and well its about time I stood up and took responsibility for my life and took myself to the top as I have always planned to do yet never quite got around to it due to popping an e here a gram of speed there and then a years heroin addiction. I guess you have to hit rock bottom to come back to the top again at least that is how I see things now and I believe I hit rock bottom and this is now my time to rise to the top.