Heroin Addiction & Recovery Blog

Wow this week but mainly the weekend has been so stressful the arguments with Charlotte just go round and round and round in circles but it seems neither of us will let go or back down for that matter which in a lot of ways is not good it means that things build up and then we will be at each others throats big time.

I don’t understand why things seem to get more and more complicated the less I become involved in drugs and crime, this time last year I was funding a full time heroin addiction now I don’t know if the heroin just blocked out all the stress of if now things really have got worse I guess only time will tell.

I am determined that come this payday I will not just spank all my money up the wall and instead will buy some weed and all the bits I need and attempt and I do say attempt very loosely to save half of my money. I know I can stick to things like this it just seems either I get stressed or pissed off or something bad happens and I end up going off on mad ones and quite easily spend hundreds of pounds in minutes not even hours.